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Pariah

by REDSTARBORN

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Thresh! What doesn’t kill you Welcome to the Threshing Floor This house of moth and rust The battleground inside your mind When your whole world’s turned to dust Take a good look inside yourself You’re all you need to survive You gotta Feel the love Feel the pain, the despair and the fear of feeling nothing at all Feel the love Feel the fire (steel) in your eyes as you rise from the Threshing Floor What doesn’t kill you So come on down to the swirling pit Surrender to the fall The perfect place to find yourself Is the loneliest of all The full human experience Have you ever felt so alive? Can you Wheat. Chaff. Thresh! Can’t go over it Can’t go under it Can’t go ‘round it You gotta go through this You’re gonna get through this
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Cellophane 04:04
Ride out the wave, Cellophane Remember the day You came with your song and dance A brilliant mind in flat front pants And winning smile Behold the golden boy The big talk and best laid plans No one could’a stood a chance against That silver tongue Had everybody fooled I see right, I see right I see right through Ride out the wave, Cellophane Front up and settle what you started Waiting to see you see it through Cos I see right through you Ride out the wave Remember the night I met you in the parking lot Thought I made it clear, I guess you forgot What you’re messing with That explains the vacant stare So step up, don’t take too long I truly hope you prove me wrong And you’ll understand If I don’t hold my breath Ride out the wave, Cellophane It’s right here so why don’t you come and take it Waiting to see you see it through But I see right through Bridge You and your tight woven stories The white knight and fairytale prince The oddly fortuitous timing And I don't believe in coincidence Can't imagine the pressure you're under as the threads start to slowly unwind If you're gonna steal somebody's thunder best make sure you blow everyone's mind Especially mine Fake it till you make it Put up or shut up Ride out the wave Ride out the wave Ride out the wave Cellophane
3.
Oh Whoops! Hey take it easy. You’re goin crazy They call you mister sleazy That’s the last damn time that ya drag me down Owing nothing. Not a fuzzy feeling As entertaining as it’s been If you’re gonna make a scene We’ll be over here watchin ya drown I can’t go back now The time we spent it’s all blown away That final slice of humble pie Will be the best you’ve ever eaten Time’s up son and now you’re on your own So take it easy. Slow and greasy And maybe you’ll see The truth by the light of you’re bridges afire All for the money. Shoulda seen it coming From a mile away, now take your feet of clay And walk on. How’s it feel? Can you feel it? Am I in your head? Feel this! Now you’re on your own.
4.
With a knowing smile I proffer my farewell, yeah Tainted with the blame and disgrace in the place of the real rogue Resolute and striding into the storm Let the rain fall down And wash me away Trust me it's better this way Gotta leave this town, Pariah Trust me it's better this way And the mirror may end up my only friend, again Old crones picking over the bones of the free man And banishing the faithful failing ghost within my mind Fall on the bomb. Bring it on. Bring it on. Let me take the pain and the fear and the stain of betrayal I said, “burn a little piece of me, the peace of me To keep a little piece of you alive” They could never possibly understand Let the rain fall down And wash me away Trust me it's better this way Gotta leave this town, Pariah Trust me it's better this way Trust me
5.
Someone 04:36
Walking home alone In the light night rain A little buzzed from the brandy Already forgetting her name Check my phone one more time Tell myself it peace of mind Haven’t heard from you in a while Hope that you’re doin alright I know that someone will find me Somebody faithful and true When this old crazy world comes crashing down around me I know that someone is you So much history So many question marks Sometimes I think it’d be nice If we could go back to the start Now I’m wide awake, it’s 3am Had that stupid dream again The one where I can never get the words out To tell you you’re more than a friend Morning sun finds a crack Hits my face and drags me back, to reality Gotta face the day alone now But I’ll never forget what you said:
6.
Like a mile of driftwood strewn Along a lonely shore A chronicle of blackened wounds Memories earned in the days that came before When you’ve been fighting for so long Just holding on Days to love and days for hating The seasons roll on by There is a time for all things under the sun Everything is beautiful in its time Cease your striving. Dry your cheeks and cry no more Lift your head and feel the sun upon your face These are the days of letting go Like the actor on the stage A tragicomedy There’s a time to mourn the dying And a time to laugh and to dance and to sing And you know there surely comes a day For walking away
7.
Girlfriend 03:28
I think the time is long overdue We had a heart to heart So please relax on my comfy couch And let's take it from the start Tell me all about your daddy And how he smacked you one too many times And how your mama didn't hug you enough It must've made you lose your mind, but I don't wanna hear about your girlfriend And how she made it with me [Ain't it weird what makes us happy Find the beat and let your feet fly fatty] I don't wanna hear about your girlfriend Don't wanna hear about it Tell me about your birthday The one where no one came Or that time that Aunt Sue forgot To collect you off the train And tell me all about your school days and how the bullies stole your tuckshop cash I wanna be a sympathetic ear There's one little catch Don't wanna hear about it Pretty sure it's all in your head Don't wanna hear about it Pretty sure it's all in your head Don't wanna I don't wanna hear about your girlfriend And how she made it with me [Ain't it weird what makes us happy Find the beat and let your feet fly fatty] I don't wanna hear about your girlfriend And how she made it with me [Ain't it weird what we find funny Robbed your hive, got caught in your honey] I don't wanna hear about your girlfriend Don’t wanna hear about it. No sir
8.
Wink at your own reflection Believe your own bitter lies People claiming rights to all the things they didn't earn First class tickets. Destination: The point of no return Don't care that they hate themself, that's none of my concern I'm just gonna sit up on the roof and watch the world burn The most fabulous victim Give that lady a prize All the choices in the world and helpless to discern But I'm not gonna waste my breath. Nobody wants to learn You can have my place in line man. I don't want a turn I'm just gonna sit up on the roof and watch the world burn Pride before destruction Conceit before the fall Be careful then for what you wish, the meed for which you yearn The wisdom of a thousand years you seek to overturn Whilst parroting the Logos of the very gods you spurn I'm just gonna sit up on the roof and watch the world burn.
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Unbroken 05:01
I’m writing this letter my love to say how I feel To beg your forgiveness Though I can’t find the words The pain and this sadness unreal As I battle the fire inside Smoke filling my lungs and blinding my sight I struggle each day to laugh and to play I’m sleepless most every night Don’t want you to know. Don’t want you to see How hollow I feel. The horrors I’ve seen I’d run through the fire and swim through the flood to serve & protect you but it’s never enough So i sit here alone. I cry here alone Unbroken me VERSE 2: Black dog howls in the night. I feel so alone The darkness surrounds me My heart won’t stop pounding The sirens are etched in my soul I remember it just like yesterday The smell of the trees on the breeze gently sway The most beautiful sky then the fear in her eyes Just another life taken away No one can know. No one can see How hollow i feel. What’s happened to me It breaks me inside to see and to know The look in their eyes and the peace as they go Now i sit here alone. I cry here alone Please someone save me No one can know. No one should see How hollow I feel. What’s happened to me If I can save one then I should save em all But I can’t save myself. I’m losing this war As I sit here alone. I die here alone. Life’s broken me
10.
Gnaw at the bars that confine me. Define me Making me yours. Contemporary slavery Holocaust Know better, do better Freezing. Falling. Suffering Bleeding. Bawling. Lost along the way The road you take is the world you make A plea for the innocent, voiceless we cry Bless your bleeding heart Look in my eyes. See sentience. See yourself One of a kind. I love you. I trusted you What the actual fuck Know better, do better
11.
Call me a fool and unrefined But you know you didn’t bring me here For the hundredth time To tell you what your itching ears Wanna hear Wanna fight with the man that feeds ya But no one believes ya And so it goes Exactly as it did before And the rift it grows It’s the crack at your feet that you can’t ignore Any more Sit tight though the crows may gather It doesn’t matter The failsafe wasted All the while a chorus of a million voices Rings out in the night It’s crystal clear Let’s get this straight, I’m not your friend I’m not your chew toy bitch so spit me out Not a passing trend I’m the one that your mother warned you about Not a doubt Better keep your hands off my family Some life lessons can be cruel Back to the wall Impossible to navigate As the curtains fall I’d abide but your party runs too late Gotta skate But I wanna say thanks for listening Now watch me bring this thing home The jaded faithless All the while the chorus of a million voices Rings out in the night And can it be The ageless scene Of a mother and her children playing Safe beneath the wings It’s crystal clear Tears of a clown are sure to turn your green eyes blue Just another case where the exception proves the rule I’m going home
12.
I’m writing this letter my love to say how I feel To beg your forgiveness Though I can’t find the words The pain and this sadness unreal As I battle the fire inside Smoke filling my lungs and blinding my sight I struggle each day to laugh and to play I’m sleepless most every night Don’t want you to know. Don’t want you to see How hollow I feel. The horrors I’ve seen I’d run through the fire and swim through the flood to serve & protect you but it’s never enough So i sit here alone. I cry here alone Unbroken me VERSE 2: Black dog howls in the night. I feel so alone The darkness surrounds me My heart won’t stop pounding The sirens are etched in my soul I remember it just like yesterday The smell of the trees on the breeze gently sway The most beautiful sky then the fear in her eyes Just another life taken away No one can know. No one can see How hollow i feel. What’s happened to me It breaks me inside to see and to know The look in their eyes and the peace as they go Now i sit here alone. I cry here alone Please someone save me No one can know. No one should see How hollow I feel. What’s happened to me If I can save one then I should save em all But I can’t save myself. I’m losing this war As I sit here alone. I die here alone. Life’s broken me

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released September 6, 2019

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REDSTARBORN Gold Coast, Australia

REDSTARBORN is a three piece Australian rock band known for their charismatic stage show and heavy anthemic rock songs. Fusing elements of modern metal, 90s alternative and hard Aussie rock, the Gold Coast power trio employ serious grooves, crushing riffs and bold hooks to craft their heavy-hitting yet broadly accessible sound. ... more

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